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Going Black

Posted on May 5th, 2007 by WH : Integral Instigator WH

This blog is going black for a little while. Yesterday ranks as one of the top five worst days in my life, and I've had some really bad days. I need to sort out my life and my feelings and try to find some ground beneath my feet. I'm in over my head in the nigredo right now, and I need to let the process work itself out.
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Tagged with: life, shadow work, pain
Christian : Shadow worker
about 4 hours later
Christian said

I wish you grace and grit, William. all the best to you.

Joy Bringer : Visionary Creator & Artivist
about 6 hours later
Joy Bringer said

What a time & experience for & in you Bill. You know what to do & who you are. Christian wished you well & so did Mary & many others, for even if  'virtual strangers' - we are here/there for you.

Take courage in your journey back to albedo & your self. Be patient, be present & be open as you always already are…

Thank you for being & sharing as you do/are,
Darina
Sending/reflecting the light & love to/in you with gratitude.

WH : Integral Instigator
about 13 hours later
WH said

Thank you so very much.

Bill

Siona : Synchronicity Coordinator
about 15 hours later
Siona said

Oh, Bill.

I wish I could be sitting with you right now, if that would help. I wish I could do something to ease things. But this is your path and your journey and all I can do is send you strength, and gratitude, and so, so much love. Be well, sweet man, and at peace, and I'll wait hopefully for you to come back.

about 16 hours later
Peggy J said

Hey Bill,

Break-times are good for the soul!
Enjoy your retreat from push and pull

Settle into your own sweet soul…
And Just Be…

Love & Light to you always,
Peggy J,

Metta : metaphorical longshoreman
about 18 hours later
Metta said

love….

WH : Integral Instigator
about 18 hours later
WH said

Thank you all so much.

I am blown away by the kindness you all have extended to me. I tend to go about my life feeling that I am isolated and alone – but you, my virtual friends, have been so warm and loving. I cannot express how grateful I am.

I am simply overwhelmed.

Love,
Bill

KoolK : The Seeker
1 day later
KoolK said

Hi Bill,
You are a teacher even on your 'black' day. I would never have imagined being so open with my feelings/pain, particularly when I'm in the thick of it. This is something i need to learn.
Kudos to your open heart.
Peace and blessings to you,
KoolK.

WH : Integral Instigator
1 day later
WH said

Thanks KoolK,

Pain is sometimes the best teacher.

Peace,
Bill

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